"Hope is as hollow as fear."
-Lao Tzu, the Tao Te Ching
For a long time, this was one of the many parts of the Tao Te Ching I attributed to mistranslation and then pessimism. Then I began to get some understanding of this from a very surprising place-my job working in a factory.
Like most jobs, we have a quota that we must get to sustain production. Our line must put out a minimum of 52 palates a shift to be considered running efficiently. Some days we get more, other days we get less. I watched the flux and flow of the morale of the group I work with. When we were working well and had enough people, hopes ran high of numbers in the 60s-70s. Other days, when we were very short handed or the machines didn't want to cooperate, the group would be fearful of barely getting 20-30. The hope of a high count, or the fear of a low one each were a type of poison. The fear of course caused them to lose their temper more, to want to take longer breaks or to find any excuse to go home early and leave us in an even worse position. On the reverse side, the hope of doing well also caused an intense sense of failure when this was not realized, and one would argue that the pain of a realized fear was about as bad as the pain of a dashed hope.
So I eventually just did my job as though there was no hope or fear, and eventually hope and fear both disappeared. I realized that neither hope nor fear actually existed unless I allowed them to. In fact, they only exist in the future, and in most cases we come off feeling a little foolish because what we hope and fear for often does not come to pass, and even if it does come to pass, the hope of getting a good thing does not feel as great as being surprised by a good thing, and the fear of a bad thing does not lessen the fear of that thing occurring. In a sense, hope has a tendency to lessen the experience of a good thing, and fear has a tendency to make a bad thing worse.
So I just started working with the mindset I explain in an earlier post, and just said, "perhaps." I do my best, then step back and let my work speak for itself. Perhaps the result will be good, perhaps the result will be bad-but focusing on that takes away the focus I could have used on the work at hand. It is like a lion who doubts his ability or is overconfident-he is not likely to survive for very long.
This I think, was the meaning of "Hope is as hollow as fear."
-Lao Tzu, the Tao Te Ching
For a long time, this was one of the many parts of the Tao Te Ching I attributed to mistranslation and then pessimism. Then I began to get some understanding of this from a very surprising place-my job working in a factory.
Like most jobs, we have a quota that we must get to sustain production. Our line must put out a minimum of 52 palates a shift to be considered running efficiently. Some days we get more, other days we get less. I watched the flux and flow of the morale of the group I work with. When we were working well and had enough people, hopes ran high of numbers in the 60s-70s. Other days, when we were very short handed or the machines didn't want to cooperate, the group would be fearful of barely getting 20-30. The hope of a high count, or the fear of a low one each were a type of poison. The fear of course caused them to lose their temper more, to want to take longer breaks or to find any excuse to go home early and leave us in an even worse position. On the reverse side, the hope of doing well also caused an intense sense of failure when this was not realized, and one would argue that the pain of a realized fear was about as bad as the pain of a dashed hope.
So I eventually just did my job as though there was no hope or fear, and eventually hope and fear both disappeared. I realized that neither hope nor fear actually existed unless I allowed them to. In fact, they only exist in the future, and in most cases we come off feeling a little foolish because what we hope and fear for often does not come to pass, and even if it does come to pass, the hope of getting a good thing does not feel as great as being surprised by a good thing, and the fear of a bad thing does not lessen the fear of that thing occurring. In a sense, hope has a tendency to lessen the experience of a good thing, and fear has a tendency to make a bad thing worse.
So I just started working with the mindset I explain in an earlier post, and just said, "perhaps." I do my best, then step back and let my work speak for itself. Perhaps the result will be good, perhaps the result will be bad-but focusing on that takes away the focus I could have used on the work at hand. It is like a lion who doubts his ability or is overconfident-he is not likely to survive for very long.
This I think, was the meaning of "Hope is as hollow as fear."